RAL - thanks for the reminder that we must never let our guard down. I sometimes get a bit complacent. My AV loves that. I can tell I need to get busy working on my sobriety when that voice starts piping up - "You can handle it! Just one!" NO, I can't, not even one. Past history tell me there is no such thing as one.
Thanks for your honesty. These are the things we all need to hear now and then.