Ok. What's done is done. Now you know. Did you think he would be posting images of his misery on FB? Nope! It all looks good from the outside looking in, doesn't it?
Do yourself a favor. Don't do that again. Nothing good will come out of it and honestly, it's just going to set you back. Curiosity killed that cat, Ya know?
Learn from it and move forward. You've got so much to look forward to!