I've been sober for ages but my 44th birthday is in a few few days-didn't think I'd be unmarried and childless at this age. Anniversary of my dads death from Alzheimer's and a friend whi was murdered are really playing on my mind. I've had Councelling and much better but can't sle p for the bad thoughts and memories. Determined to stay sober-but I need support. Looking forward to Christmas but at the same time you remember and remembering is not always good. Please pray I stay strong. I don't want to go back to the abis. Xx
