Avra

I am still working out my plan and having trouble really cementing one. I do visit here daily, I am exercising and eating better and have taken up some crafting I used to do. I have avoided some events where I have felt vulnerable but am left with some I have obligations to attend. Thankfully after dec things should quiet right down and then I plan to avoid most social gatherings for awhile.

My plan for those events this month is to drive (I haven't drank and driven in past and driving puts a responsibility on me that helps my mindset), and take my own. I can then leave earlier than my husband if I feel the heat. Other than that I am. It sure how to plan for them...

I am feeling really good and have no intention to break that again. That said I just want the holidays done