Thanks for all of you input. I'm just exhausted already. I have done everything to try and help and it's just all for nothing. So sad ..... was with him way before drugs and I just have so much anger. One botched knee surgery all due to Iraq and flash forward that amazing hardworking war veteran college graduate is a heroin addict who just won't stop. It blows my mind and it hurts worse with each passing day that I realize there's no end in sight...... why? Why did this happen to my fiancé? My partner... my everything. Everyone I know is in normal healthy relationships full of nice dinners, no worrying, and certainly no drugs! Not to sound cliche but why me? I am with the worlds most amazing manD I used to thank god for him... now I thank god he made it through the day without overdosing