I could have written the OP post myself. Before I quit I had gotten myself down to drinking almost moderately. Then some digestive health issues so I just stopped. But I really don't have a lot of energy and I started taking Ativan in August. I've had MRI and endoscopy and ultrasounds, and it doesn't seem like anything super serious or irreversible, and I often wonder if I might just go back to drinking a few days a week eventually. I drank daily for twenty years and I noticed when I cut back I was just more aware of unhappiness in my life. And now more so since I quit a few months back. Nothing has changed but the drinking, but the apathy and anxiety have become a real issue.