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Old 12-01-2016, 03:50 AM
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Merigold
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Join Date: Nov 2016
Location: UK
Posts: 60
That money is in my account. I haven't access to it in weeks, Mr. Merigold took away my cards. Which is good, but I still find ways.

I'm scheduled to check into the rehab clinic on Dec 27th. I'd hoped to get some clean time before then though, I'm finding it difficult. A voice in me says...screw it you're going to rehab you might as well drink.

But...I have come to recognise that this is a lie. It's like the lie I told myself that I could slow down, drink less, be like other people, drink moderately...I've wasted time searching for a solution other than quitting drinking.

I don't want to drink today. if I can just do today!
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