How cool! While I was getting and trying to stay sober I would research famous people who had made it out the other side of addiction as motivation. If you take the time their are some really cool stories out there. Clapton and Bowie amongst a pile of others. The strength it took Clapton to not go off the deep end after his son died is mind boggling. Some really cool regular people stories as well as Sober Recovery can attest. Good Luck!