Originally Posted by
BrendaChenowyth 
I know. This is for exploring that.
So let's get back to those Christmas cards.... Sorry couldn't help myself
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I get what you're saying. The people pleasing, self doubting, conforming thinking. Afraid of being judged etc. Everything MUST be my fault, somehow. That's at least part of what you said in the post....
For me, right now, with only 104 days, it's progress not perfection. If I'm not drinking, and there's a smile on my face, winner winner chicken dinner. Praise God....literally.