Decorated for Christmas around the house yesterday, it feels nice and peaceful, maybe I should keep it up year round haha, the holidays seem to bring out a little sadness in me I think it's reflecting on the year,money is tight, not eating right, meh,then thinking of the coming year and what will happen, doing my self hypnosis before bed,last night was about a positive attitude but I don't think it took,I like the addiction one better I think, for some reason the guys voice is more relaxing and I feel more guided or something, just trying to find the positive and good stuff in each day,each day I'm not drunk or recovering from drinking is wide open and I can do things, it's freedom.