Hey BB. Yes, I've returned to my former AA group and am starting back up with my step work. I'm setting aside my personal 'issues' with the program, and am willing to give it a sincere effort. I've realized that it's crucial to surround myself with others who are working on recovery.
So I'm visiting family in Michigan for American Thanksgiving. This is an annual trip, and last year I spent most of the visit drunk. I'm so grateful that I'm sober this time around, and woke up this morning without feeling embarrassed.
I bought some NA beer last night and was pleasantly surprised by the taste. It was odd drinking 'beer' and not having the associated effects on my brain. But it was actually kind of nice. I don't think I'll make a habit of having NA beer around, but for holidays like this I feel pretty safe.