Withdrawal or Depression
I'm not sure if I'm sad because I want to drink or because I'm without a car and future legal consequences are clouding my mind. I hate that I'm unable to enjoy Thanksgiving this year. I'm really trying but it's hard. I hate not being able to come and go as I please. I hate that I made such a horrible mistake. It took about 10 minutes to ruin my life. I was okay earlier but now I feel like crap. I really want to just sleep through the entire day.