Some old friends of mine contacted me last night to go get food and hangout. Their intentions may have not been to drink but mine sure were. I saw it as an opportunity to go to the liquor store and buy the biggest bottle I could find. But because I've been so down lately, I honestly didn't want them to see me like this. I am ashamed of myself as well as my situation. Embarrassed too! Fast forwarding, I ended up falling asleep on my friends. I know it's sort of messed up but at least I made it through the night!
Happy Thanksgiving