That is so sad! We have much to be grateful for at this stage of recovery.
I found a new evening ritual last night. Hot tea! I brewed some echinacea tea last night and it helped me feel very relaxed. It was very easy to drift off into light meditation. I felt so close to my Creator and very loved. I think I'll make this a regular thing.
I hope everyone is well today! I am thankful for my new Sober Recovery friends.