Hi BW,
You have the capacity, right now, to determine whether you EVER again will have the experience of being under the influence of alcohol.
As a member of the cohort of young men in the US who have just experienced their first DUI, the odds are, here two and a half weeks post accident and arrest, that you WILL experience getting drunk again.
Now think, what IF you were to NEVER have another drink for the rest of your life, starting right now?
What are your feelings and thoughts around that prospect?
You may not know much about recovery at this point, so it's useful to know that quitting for good can be, and very often is, done without spending any time at all in recovery groups.
GT