Day 7(again)feel sort of depressed today
it's like this last relapse sucked the wind from my once strong sails and I feel defeated, it's worse when it comes out of nowhere, now I could see if I was out at casinos or at a wedding or something and caved but no,I was working and the thought popped in about how I missed the kids and how lucky everyone else on the planet gets to drink and who cares,blah,blah, blah, damn AV!! Midwest, I do think that sugar keeps addiction going too,also low blood sugar, dehydration,etc but then I haven't been sticking to a healthy diet cuz food makes me too darn happy! I feel like a mess,shake it off and keep going right? Right!!!!