My turning point was pretty extreme - it was stop drinking or die. I don't want anyone here to follow me in that regard, Kiki.
http://www.soberrecovery.com/forums/...-part-one.html http://www.soberrecovery.com/forums/...-part-2-a.html
From this side of the fence I see I could have made that same acceptance decision - accepting I could never drink again - without the crash and burn, twisted wreckage accompaniment.
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