Originally Posted by
BrendaChenowyth 
I don't know... My fear has nothing to do with relapse, it has to do with finding out how I fit in to a world I only ever dipped a toe in to before..
I relate to pretty much everything you've typed, Brenda.
and this? when I got sober I saw my whole life was driven by fear.
then early on I had fear of the unknown- not knowing who I was or how I fit....YET.
so I just kept doing. kept asking questions and listening for answers.
you've come a long way, Brenda! its awesome to read the progress!
