It really is amazing! Don't downplay this achievement because it is truly and deeply profound. This is a triumph of your spirit over fear and self-doubt. All around us are those who simply don't believe what we have done is possible, there must be some sort of trick.
Please take some time to yourself, maybe an afternoon, say, to simply congratulate yourself. This is a triumph, Nectar. Look around you because the world you now have is a different one. You have opportunities previously denied to you. You are a badass, no doubt about it.
Congratulations to you. Awesomely well done.