yeah but is your sobriety to blame for any of this?
I'd think the fact that your sober now would be serperate from health issues. IE drinking isnt going to make your health better or something. Its not like the doc rant the tests and said oh I see theres too much blood in your alcohol stream you should go out and drink. That would be nuts.
Sober or not Life is crap at times but please dont blame your sobreity for it.
Now I agree from the persepctive of hey I sobered up and life sitll aint great. I had the same issue. got sober and to be honest life still sucked pretty bad for a long while still its far far from perfect never will be etc..