Well, that was an epic failure
I literally Crashed and burned; had a couple of beers midweek then followed that up with an end of the week, MASSIVE 7hr drink session
I hadn't eaten since breakfast, ended up smooching with a lady from work(that's going to awkward on Monday!) at least that's as far as I think it went!!!
I broke down Saturday morning and told my wife, I have a problem with drink and moderation doesn't work. I lose control of myself when I'm drinking and many times have ended up in a situation (fighting, drugs, kissing another woman, I have even crashed my car due to drink driving)
I need to change and now, there a local AA meeting this morning at 1030 which I'm heading too as I can't do this on my own; no idea what to expect but it's time for action