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stubbs I've had traces of blood in my puke when I puke up straight stomach bile..have for years..I need to truly quit but it's so engraved in my life.
Unfortunately many people quit drinking by dying please do be one of them. Will power is seldom enough. For me it took professional help and AA. The are a lot of resources if you are serious if not then things will just get worse. Alcoholism is progressive it only gets worse never better. We can get off the elevator to hell on any floor we want but many, like myself ride it almost all the way to the bottom