Is convoluted for sure. Does a normal brain person drink to point of physical and lifestyle ruin? Isn't it gene mutation that make one more prone to both cancer and addiction?
I just musing, BC. For my self, I has relapse on this forum hundred of time and have never been shamed for it by anyone, not once. So I would say to everybody, is no need to "hide." In fact, less hiding probable help others to not feel so ashame. Having say that, I has step back from forum for other reason.