Old 10-26-2016, 06:46 PM
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BrendaChenowyth
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I have 10 weeks on Sunday and I obviously still think about alcohol and alcoholism... I'm here a lot. Why? Because I'm bored. I need a life. But no, within the first week of this go round I think I stopped obsessing and started enjoying sobriety... I don't think all thoughts have gone away because I still focus on my recovery, I still see it in passing, and I don't think I would actually want to stop thinking about it entirely at this point, because I go back to school in two months and I want to keep my eyes on the goal of maintaining my sobriety right now. I still have work to do, I can't expect a decade long addiction to just fade from memory and not bother me. It bothers me, I have to know that in order to move forward from it.
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