Originally Posted by
IHaveFaith2016 
Hi Drillbit,
I know how you're feeling. Im only on day 6, but I'm committed to never going back to living the existence that I've been in. I'm sure a lot of people with substantial sober time will post and give advice. For the last 6 days I've kept my commitment to sobriety front and center and have spent a lot of time on SR. It's given me confidence that it is possible and also doesn't make me feel isolated or shame. Stick around here for support and make sobriety your #1 priority.
You can do this!
Each time I've stopped in the past it was because something happened to give me the motivation to stop, for instance the last time I stopped it was because I happened to see a documentary on alcoholism late one night and realised what would happen if I kept drinking. As terrible as I feel right now it hasn't given me the motivation to stop, maybe it's because I want to escape this feeling by drinking. I know I need to give up I can't keep going like this.