I was in a dysfunctional relationship when I got sober and I walked away from the relationship at the same time I stopped drinking. It hurts when you miss someone no matter how dysfunctional the attachment is. I know. I get it.
Unholy, all-consuming, unremitting attachment. Trust me, I do get it.
But the attachment IS dysfunctional. And more importantly, you're allowing it to compromise your sobriety.
This is about you. Your sobriety. Your health. Your life. Your future. This is more important than anything else.
There is not a man on this planet that should come between you and your sobriety.
Sixty days' sobriety is an awesome achievement. But it is just the tip of the iceberg, just the very start of your fantastic future that does not have any place for this man in it.