Yeah.. I felt so good this afternoon.. then the sun went down and it started raining and.. yeah like you said I'm very sensitive.. I miss him. I started to throw my clothes on to run out and get wine.. I didn't, cause I just thought "Sixty days? You're gonna throw that away for him?" Two months ago I would have thrown away anything to be near him. Now I guess I place a higher value on myself.
So now I'm sitting here listening to melancholy music but I'm not drinking lol