I have to move on... I couldn't sleep last night and I had some pretty dark thoughts that made me re-evaluate my ideas of buying a gun for personal protection, as I had talked about in the hobbies thread... I called out this morning... I was so exhausted I couldn't care... Tomorrow I am going to request out of the assignment... My money situation right now is okay on account of the not drinking in two months. If I had to have my hours cut back to nearly nothing temporarily that would not kill me.