A life without alcohol scares me but it really shouldn't, I always though alcoholics were those people who drank all day and night and looked down and out!!
It's clear I am an alcoholic, I won't drink for a while then will have a massive binge where I will do something stupid or get home without remembering what I did
I really want to go home, sit the wife down and tell her I have a problem with drinking. She doesn't need the details but I can't do this alone
#scared #sad