Originally Posted by
Smarie78 
It's just that when he isn't actively drinking he is very much rational so it's almost like I lose him in these moments and a demon takes over.
I understand this feeling very much... It felt like I was dealing with two different people with mine too.
And I think was part of what made me continue giving him chances after chances, because once he sobered up and he was the husband I knew and loved again, it was hard to reconcile in my brain that he was the same drunk monster who had done and said all those awful things.
What's the plan for when you get home tonight?
Stay safe
