I was distraught last night. Guess still there today. I don't think this is the right place to talk about these things. It's not related to alcohol, except that I felt like drinking last night. I didn't.
I went out today to buy some stronger drinks. I picked up a 6 pack of pepsi.
I learned how to deal with my ex without drinking, need to learn how to deal with my daughter without having the idea of drinking come into my head.
I made an appt with a therapist today. I did this after I looked at my phone and realized I missed a call at 6:15 am from my daughter. She left no message, and she never called me again today.
I really can't deal with her anymore.
I know I will still answer her phone calls. There are a few reasons. It's the grandchildren, it is also my son and my daughter-in-law who is pregnant, and can't deal with this stress right now.
Thank you,
amy