Originally Posted by
Mystary 
Saturday was Day 21. I took Shasta to her new owners house. I was very upset and crying. I stopped by the gas station and bought a 6 pack of beer and I drank them!
The drinking did help. I quit crying. I ate dinner and went to bed. I slept all night. It was the best sleep I had since this all started.
So now I am on Day 3 again. I am depressed and tired. I can't sleep. My mind won't stop. I am trying to deal with this as best I can. One day at a time!
Tina
Hello:
I hear AV in your post. The drinking did help? This is AV for sure. You now feel depressed and tired? Alcohol is a depressant...
Did drinking change anything of the situation? Not really, and now you start again.
We need to learn how to cope with life without booze. I would suggest coming here and posting before you drink.
It's not helping and it's not worth it.
You can do this!!!