Welcome back to SR and thanks for sharing your story Stellar. I was a lot like you where I drank for many years without it affecting my livelihood, but eventually it started taking a major toll on me and my family. I'm glad you've made the decision to quit and it's great that you are actively seeking outside help to do so. You will find a lot of support here on SR as well to complement your meetings and other local work, glad to have you back!