Originally Posted by
aussie89 
Perhaps I overstated that one a little, I live in Australia where a bottle of Smirnoff Red 1.12L is $60.00 and rounded it up to 4 a week (which should actually be 3). Anyway, I'm likely just in denial.
It's
more than likely but you know what? No judgement here because we all have been there. What we hope is that you do recognize that it's a lot of work trying to control your drinking rather than facing the music and quitting. Then, there's the standard saying, "If you have to control your drinking then your drinking is controlling you".
I think we've all tried many different ways to run from the fact that we can't drink. There's a lot of great support here. Stick around and read. You'll read a lot of posts that prove moderation doesn't work.