good on ya,nomis! this part confused me a bit
"I know a popular saying around these parts is, you hit it when you stop digging. I ascribed to that for quite a while. But the more I reflect on my last days of drinking, I think my opinion is starting to shift somewhat."
how has your opinion shifted? what ya typed reads to me like ya stopped
imo rock bottom is death.
getting to the point of giving myself the choice of AA or suicide, i think i was pretty close.