Originally Posted by
Bunny211 
Yes I do have a counselor. I am NOT actively thinking about suicide. I am NOT going to harm myself. But the thoughts run through my mind from time to time...I'd be lying if I said they didn't.
That's good to hear. Is your therapist aware of the struggles you are currently facing? Would he/she be surprised to read your original post from this thread if you were to print it out and take it with to a session? I've actually done that before when I feel i'm not communicating my issues properly either with a doctor or a therapist - somehow writing it down and handing it over is easier than saying things out loud initially.
You did say
"I mean I really wanted to kill myself this weekend. " you can see how someone reading that here might have been concerned, right?