Best of luck at your meeting! Also remember to try out some different ones in your area if you are unsure of your first one. I noticed there were some I went to that I didn't get as much out of, and some that felt like "home". You will find what fits you best. Through these dark times Alanon has kept me sane and even allowed me to laugh sometimes, make new friends, and look around the room to realize we are all in this madness together.