EndGame... strong words buddy, however I feel a bit too strong for someone like me at the moment. I haven't been around long enough to know what this is all about? I was "just a kid" a few years ago? I thank you for your post as it was insightful, however it felt a little.... blameworthy.
Thanks everyone else for their posts also.
Today has been... Well I don't even know how to describe it really - Constant sickness (guess that's the meds)... Constant bad thoughts, no drink though. So in reply to your post, EndGame, no drink today and I'm thankful for that.