I know it will get worse, I just didn't know where else to turn at the time. I drink socially, however the habitual side of things (drinking alone, at home etc) is a danger i try to steer clear of - Managed to cave with it last night, however it's not been repeated today.
I know they'll get worse, but what do I care? You know? What does it really matter in the long term. I just don't know. I saw a GP who prescribed me a few things. I'll have blood tests in about 2 weeks then another appt a week after to check up and arrange counselling.
I'm doing my best to not drink again.