Thanks for your replies. I'm only into my 2nd month now and I'd avoid this at all costs if I could, but I feel the whole attack tonight has been a culmination of the last few days, trying to budget and sort debt out ready for a DMP, the whole stress and worry about not fitting in (told to me on my review), not helped by the other team members not acknowledging my existence etc..... Feel like I'm going to explode. Even if i did go to work, I'd probably end up sacked by flipping out on someone.....