Day 6 - tricky situation
I don't know if I can ever really be sober. Last night the addiction just took me suddenly - I just checked into a new hotel and I just knew that I had to have a drink. It came out of nowhere - one minute I was fine the next I was on a mission
I got back to my hotel room with half a bottle of vodka in a black plastic bag and put it away in a drawer
This morning it is still there. I didn't drink -somehow. I ate a pack of jelly babies, a chocolate bar, a whole chicken, some couscous and a viking sized block of cheese and went to bed
I just had to have it near me I suppose
So what now?
I'm here all day working on wifi from this hotel with that sexy monster dozing like a lover in the drawer
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Hate throwing away things - can't exactly give it to charity
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