yeah i somtimes would think about stopping in and saying hello to the owner of the beer store but they dont miss me and i realize this thought is just my AV trying to lure me back.
I am however mesmarized everytime im out anywhere and its 8pm or so and i'm stone cold sober i'm like wow this still feels odd to me! i used to start drinking at 5pm and never left the house after cause i was too drunk. Now it might be 8 or something and I'll up and decide to run to a store or osmething thats a freedom i used to not have.