Almost 6 months sober and relapse...
I had been on Antabuse since April 6, 2016. Tonight.. September 29, 2016 I have so far had three nips. I stopped taking Antabuse.. it has been a week or two..I cannot recall. But nothing bad has yet occurred so I suppose that is good. In the way of negative reactions, that is.
I wonder why I do the things I do. Maybe a relapse was necessary. There is a lot more to it, but it still feels wrong. **** happens.