Needing support
I left ah nearly 2 years ago, he sees the kids lots, tho drinks around them, i have zero proof, he helps with money and we get on fine. But He's just so 2 faced, he lies to others, he nice to me but mean behind my back, he hates me, he will never admit I left because of the drink, I'm just a bitch who left, everyone feels sorry for him, but they don't know the drunk him.
I don't talk to anyone about it, I'm getting bad anxiety over thinking
I hate it, separation is hard.
It real hard, I have my family support but I don't want to burden them as I feel I should just get over it. I think anxiety is holding on to the past.