Old 08-15-2005, 08:16 PM
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mam631
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i am hoping i wont have to involve IPN. i need to find a treatment center to go into soon. i have to plan it out so i can take time away from work. i do need to get clean now though...i cant plan that for the future...i have to do it now. i am going to talk to my doc about beginning the treatment even if this means going by his office everyday to check in. i dont mind that at all and i know it will help me if i have to check in with someone. i will make the deal with him to go into a treatment center in the future for a week ot two at least. i need to go somewhere that i can get some intense counseling and work on the issues that make me keep going back to self medicating.
i just feel that now is the time to do this. i feel more strongly about it than i ever have before. i am so tired of always feeling sick and tired. i feel so good when i am clean...i just wish i could stay that way.

thanks for helping
mary
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