Wow Rob that is such an accomplishment!! It's quite inspiring to hear how you beat it. I'm very happy for you. That nagging internal voice sounds just like mine. And they're just lies to give in to the beast. You deserve a drink? Err no-We deserve the peace sobriety gives!!
Blackbirdfly-welcome, lovely to have you here! Keep posting and chatting. It can get you through some dark times.
Just closing out day 1. Roll on day 2. Looking forward to reading the posts as soon as I wake up!