life will suck if you dont get sober tho thats a 100% garantee of that.
Theres people that dont even hae licenses and are happy as clams. Your pretty focused on how this is going to make your life suck for the next year. Can you try and focus on how its going to make your life better? What is good about all of it? I can garantee theres some good once you can find something latch on to it. Thats what i had to do. Many days all i had was gee the sun came up and i didnt drink *Sigh*. and I'd just try and focus on that despite the fact that it seemed like my life was burning down all around me. So long as i didnt drink in time my life got better often very painfully slowly but it did get better and I was a lot better off not drinking.
Or drink and watch it just stay the same or get worse.