Oh dear...
Hey guys,
Hope you are all well.
This time a week ago I had gone a month without drinking, life was great and I was feeling fantastic. This is the longest I'd gone without a drink for 8 years.
Fast forward today and here I am a sorry state. I ended up going out last Monday, and Tuesday, and Wednesday etc and suddenly I'd drank every day for a week, huge amounts as well - probably 125 pints of lager in 7 days.
Also Friday and Saturday ended up doing loads of cocaine I was so out of it and spending a s**t load of money, all the money I'd saved in the month of being sober.
So so so ashamed in myself. Why did I do it? I honestly don't know. It just happened.