My phone died and I fell asleep for a bit. Something tells me that little bit of sleep will be my last for tonight. I woke up about 20 minutes ago and I'm sipping another glass of water. I am so ashamed. I feel like I'm a lost cause. I had been depressed but then I was feeling better. I had a couple months sober, depressed for most of it but I was sober. Thank you all so much. I appreciate soberpotamus talking to me through this and your amazing support.