I took pictures of the house we grew up in when it was empty. We moved mom to our town so that it was easier for everyone. I treasure the memories and the emptiness. All a part of life. With her gone 4 months tomorrow - it's all so bittersweet. I'm happy to hear that you are living life again. A wiser more open man. For all the bad that addiction brings, there must be some great stuff that we learn from helping someone. I choose to harness that and become stronger. You have done this also. Best to you and your gf. And moving to your new place. Hugs to you my friend, Joie